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Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: February 08, 2018, 11:49:14 PM »

Trying to wipe my face clean of hollowed tears.
Trying to get away from self-doubt, despair and also fears.

But now standing in my owl pool of grief,
wondering to myself.. will I ever feel any relief?

Of feeling like everything in my life is just wrong.
Feeling worn down, but just trying to be strong.

I'm so tired of feeling worthless, or not worth the time.
What've I done to deserve this? Did I commit a crime?

I always strive to help people, but who will help me?
Do I have to be broken so far down to a certain degree?

Who will look at me, and say, "I've got you."
Someone who will help me pull through.

All I can see is a watery ocean filled with tear after tear.
I know one day it will get better, but how long..until everything is clear?

Written by Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: July 14, 2017, 12:23:45 AM »
Dream World
In a place without time, and unlimited space.
A place you can go, without leaving a single trace.
Where memories are played, and ideas grow.
A secret world that only you know.
What color is the sky? What color is the water?
Does it get cold? Or does it grow hotter?
The best thing about a dream world, is you can make it how you want to look.
How it feels, how it smells, how it sounds. It's basically like writing your own book.
You're basically the author, and no one can tell you otherwise.
You're the one writing the story. So don't believe if anyone tells you lies.
You can fill it with whatever comes to your mind, what appeals to you.
Space, a misty forest or a rolling hill with morning dew.
Colors of the galaxy, to the colors of a deep ocean blue.
A place to float around, or a place to jump into.
It's yours to explore, the possibilities are definitely endless.
I have a feeling it will be absolutely tremendous!
So what will you make of this world, deep down within your mind?
Go and explore, I hope you seek everything you wish to find.
Written By: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: August 04, 2016, 11:23:21 PM »
Divine Intellect

In a space where thoughts bloom, and ideas expand.
From scenes of colorful space, to a mystic grassland.

A place where you can simply relax, and get lost forever.
A place you can always visit.. whenever.

A space that will go on for quite some distance.
Bringing forth creativeness to existence.

Erupting development of artistic thoughts.
Or sometimes just feeling the weightless drift, like an astronaut.

Ideas come to life, and start to move.
The more emphasis you put in, the more they will improve.

Lately it's been feeling cold, and lighteless.
As it gets darker, the space becomes sightless.

The creativeness slows down, and becomes dull.
Soon it's pretty much down to an empty skull.

Sitting in the void, just alone in the night.
Do you give up the will, to continue to fight?

To get back to what once brought you happiness, peace and joy.
Or do you let it dismantle, get defiled and destroy.

I guess being in the dark sometimes isn't so bad.
I guess just have to be sad.

And for now, I will just embrace it.

Written by: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: January 11, 2015, 09:13:33 PM »
What Am I.

What Am I? Well I will tell you.
It's a lot to take in, but all is true.

I have problems, but it doesn't hinder me.
Most I can handle, sometimes only to a certain degree.

I can be chaotic, and destructive.
Or take and build, learn. Constructive.

I could have the worst day, but I won't let you down.
I can't stand to see a dear friend frown.

People taunt and tease.
I don't mind, just don't go to far. Please.

I'm very creative, with vast imaginations.
One of my favorite things ever, to lay and match constellations.

I can be shy, and sometimes I want to just hide and disappear.
But its amazing what you find out about yourself in a year.

I care a lot, and I deal with situations more with emotion.
I take everything into thought, even a small notion.

Sometimes I care too much about what people think, do, or say.
It just clutters my head till I push it away.

But honestly, I just give my best. It's all I can do.
I'll give till I fall apart, or just get through.

So to you, what am I?
Someone you can easily pass? Or hard to come by?

Written by: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: January 09, 2015, 09:41:43 PM »
Foggy Windows

I couldn't believe you said it, a simple three letter word. A word to relieve all the stress.

We set a date, a time and a place.
Then I watched you smile and walk away with such grace.

That day finally came, and I'm quite scared.
Am I ready? And I prepared?

Walking down the sidewalk, checking a few windows here and there.
Stupidly checking my hair.

It's kinda foggy outside, an the air has a chill.
As I set my eyes on the cafe, I get kind of a thrill.

Looks to me like I'm a tad early, but that's fine.
Feeling it start to sprinkle, as the sun does its best to shine.

Walking inside and finding my way to a comfy window seat.
Gazing out this foggy window, looking up and down the street.

Sitting there twiddling my thumbs, looking up at the clock for the time.
But that's when I hear it, the bell on the front door chime.

And looking up as you take the seat in front of me.
Just in the time as the waitress brings some tea.

Reaching up, drawing a funny face on the foggy glass.
Hearing you giggle, as we chat. Knowing, this moment will last.

Written by: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: November 09, 2014, 10:09:53 PM »
Don't Let Them See

Don't let them see, don't let them smell your fear.
Hold your ground, as much as they may sneer.

Don't let them see. Turn and hide.
Don't show them how much you've cried.

People will hurt you and say lots of mean things.
As they try to tie you, and pull you with strings.

Don't give in, don't give them power.
Even in your most dire hour.

Constantly putting you down.
Try not to frown.

Everything will be okay.
Though, through your eyes, things seem a tad grey.

Just don't let them see, what's inside.
About how much they make you feel like you've died.

You're better then them, and you will prevail.
Shelter yourself from their hail.

Don't let them see, what they have done.
Don't let them think, that they have won.

Written By: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: October 27, 2014, 12:39:01 AM »
I'll Never

I know I'm human, and there's only so much I can do.
But there's things I'll never do. These things I say, are true.

I'll never lead you astray, or let you frown.
I'll do my best, not to let you down.

I'll never hurt, nor bring you harm.
I have such a kind nature, it's kinda my charm.

I'll never break, or destroy your dreams.
Let the ideas burst from the seems.

I'll never put you down, or call names.
Honestly no one gets anywhere with childish games.

I'll never abandon you, or make you feel alone.
I'll sit and talk with you for hours, even on the phone.

I'll never say mean things, or raise my voice.
I think it's a great choice.

I'll never let your heart break, or crack in two.
I'll see to it, that you get through.

I'll never make you cry, that I can make sure.
I'll never run, we will endure.

Written By: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: October 21, 2014, 10:25:32 PM »
Waiting In The Dark
Waiting in the shadows, where light can not pass,
Walking up to a wall, made of crystal glass.
Beating on it repeatedly, making tiny cracks.
Telling my mind to calm.. relax.
Giving it all I got, with one final blow.
Watching the wall fall, ever so slow.
One barrier down, many more to go.
Churning through this journey, alone.
This new barrier is a lot tougher.
I can tell that something is unfortunately going to suffer.
Insides racing at a million miles an hour.
As the darkness grows, I can fell my emotions start to cower.
Trying to break me down, and watch me fall.
Just trying to give it my all.
New days bring a new wall.
Some just get bigger. Quite tall.
But I just put on a smile, and wait in the dark.
Waiting for enough strength for the empowering spark.
To break the wall and make it crumble.
Even if it will cause me to stumble.
So I'll just wait in the dark, for that one ray of light.
Wait... for the day I will finally win the fight..
Written by Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: August 22, 2014, 11:16:42 PM »
The Condensed Bottle

A crystal bottle made of glass, one that you call your own.
One made from spirit, not exactly blown.

Day in and day out, you'll stuff things inside.
But as much as you stuff, it will not get wide.

Another bad day, another emotion to set away..
Setting it aside, to reflect, and pray.

This bottle can only undergo so much stress.
As you press, and press.. and press.

Finally getting stuffed to it's brim.
Things are starting to look a tad, grim.

The thought, “Oh I could fit a little more in”..
That, is where it will begin.

Holding the concealed bottle as tight as you can.
It now has a very short life-span..

Your body trembles and your hands begins to shake.
The bottle slips and falls..and begins to...break.

Cracks race from end to end dismantling the bottle.
Chaos begins, at full throttle.

This isn't what you hoped for, this isn't what you planned.
Feeling overwhelmed, too much to withstand.

Looking at the shattered mess around you,
What to do?

Sometimes it's best to let things be.
As much as you may want to plea.

Just know that you'll be okay, and be brave.
Don't let this mess be your grave.

Hold your head up, and don't be afraid.
All the pain..will degrade.

Written By: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: August 22, 2014, 10:22:21 PM »
Summer Nights
About mid-day, it's so hot. There's only one rule.
I think it's about time to jump into the icy pool.
Laughter sounds, as everyone jumps right on in.
Splashing crystal blue water, the way it's always been.
The smell of food being cooked on the fiery hot grill.
As I lay by the pool and begin to chill.
As the day goes on, the fun continues to stay.
As everyone's imagination runs wild to play.
The sun sets and the fireflies put on quite a display.
Dancing around, having quite the field day.
It's totally dark and the stars are out.
Shining beautifully and bright, showing what they're all about.
Lacing my fingers right in-between yours as we look up into the bright sky.
Feeling you lean your head onto my shoulder, with a quiet sigh.
Wrapping my arm around you and pulling you close, counting all the stars.
Looking very closely, you can actually see Mars.
Pulling out the telescope, so that we can get a better view.
I know I don't want this moment to end, between me and you.
It's still pretty warm in this humid air.
But perfect moments like this, are kinda rare.
On hot summer nights, under these amazing lights.
We're quite content, with these amazing sights.
Written by: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: June 11, 2014, 10:54:44 AM »
Who Am I?

Who am I? What do I want to be?
Inside this body lies a pure heart of gold, anyone can agree.

Who am I? Where will I go?
You know, sometimes I don't even know.

One thing is for sure, to myself.. I will be true.
And I know that God will always come through.

I'm not ordinary, I'm different. Not like the other.
Make a difference, make an impact. That, I learned from my mother.

I'll always smile, and be kind.
Even if all my inner feelings begin to grind and bind.

Yes, my emotions get ahead of me and distort my head.
I'll always say my sorries, for it's something I truly dread.

I'll always be there, I'll make anyone smile.
But hey, that's just my style.

I'll brighten someone up, and won't lead them astray.
Even if I am having a tragic day.

I'll strive for my best, it's all I can really do.
But sometimes I can only give so much before it falls, and I'll have to begin anew.

Sometimes I will fall short and break, and fall down.
But I'll do my best do get back up, and not show a frown.

So who am I? What do I want for me?
Honestly, to just be the best I can be.

Written By: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: August 10, 2013, 05:06:51 PM »
The Build

Coming into the world, not knowing what to expect,
What will you feel? Pride? Neglect?

Choose a path, there's no turning back now.
Build your life up, higher and higher. But how?

One thing is people will help you, some will break you.
But some will stick it out with you, the few.

Down the road, you'll write each new things as a chapter.
Only to open the book after and after.

Looking for ways to demolish the sorrow,
and everything that makes you feel so hollow ..

When everything starts to break and shatter,
everything will fall, make such a clatter.

Now standing in your pieces, what will be your move?
What will you have to prove?

Should you be bright, or accept defeat?
Feel whole, or mostly incomplete?

Elysian? Frustration?
Move, without hesitation.

Picking up the sharp jagged pieces,
Emotion increases.

Tears will fall and you'll start to wonder.
Do you build, and take the plunder?

Written by: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: January 05, 2013, 09:02:26 PM »
The Door

As you lay your head down for the night.
What awaits you? Joy? Fright?

Slowly leaving the world that you know,
Slowly falling deeper, then.. let go.

Crossing over the bridge, down to the door.
What exactly will you look for?

Opening the door, as the light shines upon you.
Let the dream begin, start its cue.

A starry skylight, and colors of the rainbow.
Roads of light, and sparkling halo's.

What will you start to think of? What will come to mind?
As it strats to take shape..not quite yet defined.

Now as it closes behind you, and you set the scenery.
Pumping out new ideas, and formations, like machinery.

Now lost in this new fantasy.
A spinning new galaxy.

What will happen? Now that you're behind the door.
Go out, and explore the world..galore.

Written by: Taylor Brown

Poetry / Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« on: December 25, 2012, 10:17:56 PM »
Dark Cold Night

As I lay the last of the presents aside and look out,
so much on my mind. So much to think about.

It's cold out there, and dark on this night.
But thinking of you, everything goes bright.

Looking at the glistening lights upon the tree,
Lighting up the room, light going free.

As the fire flares and the wood begins to crack,
Forming clouds of smoke, a very dark black.

As I dress myself up, and put on my scarf and shoes.
The cat rolls around at my feet, a cute amuse.

As I step out onto the snow, and ice.
I warm up my hands, twice.

Stepping out, hearing the snow crunch under my feet.
Feeling the chilly bitter air, drain my heat.

Standing, watching my breath drift into the open air.
As more snow beings to fall, falling without a care.

As our eyes meet under the light snow fall,
Catching snowflakes on our tongue, even though they're so small.

Lacing your fingers tightly into mine.
Knowing that everything will be fine.

On this dark cold night.

Written by: Taylor Brown

General Discussion / Re: Humor Thread
« on: August 05, 2012, 02:26:02 AM »

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