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Re: [Personal poems][13+] WingZero's poems.
« Reply #15 on: December 08, 2010, 11:27:48 PM »
Last breath

As the battle now comes to a close..
Blood is lost, as it flows.

I knew this battle would be won, it is now mine.
I torment you, as I slowly break your spine.

You plead and beg, for me to give you life,
I look at you coldly...as I grip the knife.

We were both fighting..and for one thing only,
and that was for our hearts to never be lonely.

But I have what I want now, and you do not,
please note that love can't be bought.

I can't live, knowing that your alive too..
So now I must bid you life adieu.

I grip the knife, with both hands, and look down at your wretched soul..
I am now just one inch from my goal.

I look at you, and allow you one last breath...
Then sink the knife into your heart..as you slip into death..

I stand up, and take my lady by the arms,
She will no longer fall for your wicked charms..

As I look back, and watch the blood flow..
I've got what I want, that's all I need to know.

Written on 6/30/10
2:10am By: Taylor Brown.







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« Reply #16 on: December 08, 2010, 11:30:29 PM »
As I lay

As I lay here in pockets of sorrow and despair.
Watching as time slowly passes, completely unaware.

I don't know what else to say...I don't know what to do..
All I can do is sit here....and think of you.

I'm laying broken, battered, beaten, can't you see?
My heart can take it though...but only to some degree..

My life has been toyed with..tossed..and tainted.
And as I lay, my soul feels fainted.

As I lay, I slowly begin to think..
about how my life feels so incomplete.

Why can't I get up?..Why cant I move?..
I need to get up..I need to improve..

But as I lay, and start to think..
This is whats best for me..as my life begins to sink.

And as I lay, broken beyond repair..
My heart bleeds from life's wear and tear....

Written on 8/9/10 10:00pm
By: Taylor Brown


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« Reply #17 on: December 08, 2010, 11:33:17 PM »
Its always a lie.

Its always a lie, no matter what...its always a lie.
It cuts you..and eats at you..until you die.

You sit there, and with all your faith....you believed.
as your corrupt eyes now see...your feeling? deceived..

And now as you think....and let your mind wander.
Is there any hope for you...over yonder..

Your mind races, your lost, you don't know what to think.
As you lose faith in someone, as they lose with you..your heart begins to sink.

As you carry on, your love now lost,
Your heart begins to freeze with infested frost..

What do you do now...now that your life is broken?
Faith, erased..unable to be awoken.

I like to backtrack and think of the glorious days.
The days I was actually happy..let me rephrase.

You ask, when will you actually be happy again?
My answer..I can never really tell when..

I know now...the reason inside I cry...
I only know..that Its a lie.

Written by: Taylor Brown
9/29/10 12:14AM.


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« Reply #18 on: December 08, 2010, 11:35:26 PM »
His Soul.

As he lives his days..day in...day out.
His soul is tainted..filled with doubt.

His soul is tattered and wreaked to pieces.
His life slowly gets worse as his hope decreases.

As he goes through his day..he hides in a disguise.
He seems fine...masked behind all his despairing lies.

Current state of his soul...broken..
his true feelings...unspoken.

He lays in the shadows..lying in the dark
while his soul remains scratched with each mark.

If he could just break free from the mask...from these wretched shackles..
Then he thinks "My soul could be pure without all these crackles".

If only everyone knew what was going though his head...what was on his mind.
Then they would see how bashed his soul is, as he has defined.

If he could live in happiness and be blissful.
His life would be great, clear as crystal.

Someone needs to reach out..to help him..
Before his life starts to run slim.

Depression is starting to take its toll.
This is...his soul.

Written by: Taylor Brown
11/9/10
11:42 P.M.


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« Reply #19 on: December 08, 2010, 11:38:06 PM »
You'll never see my face.

You'll never see my face, and you'll never see my eyes..
You'll think I'm always happy, when I'm suffering with all these lies.

You'll never see my true colors, or my true form.
As my life falls apart lost in a black horrid storm.

You'll never see how broken I am, or how I'm in such despair.
As my emotions spike, rage, and flare.

You'll never see how alone I am, or how much blood my heart has lost.
You'll never see how much all of this has even cost..

You'll never see how much pain I'm really in, as I hide all my rage.
As every story is written down on each page.

You'll never see the deep scars that I bear..
I bet your not even half aware.

You'll never see how much I'm falling apart.
You wont even see my bleeding heart.

As we all go on with our lives, I'll just be sitting back here..
As you all laugh, and smile, while I disappear.

As my invisible tears run down my cheeks and trickle to the ground..
It's like a ocean of invisible crys and inward pain, no sound....

If you were ever wondering...or just in case...
No..you'll never see my face.

Written by: Taylor Brown
12/2/10 at 1:14 A.M.


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« Reply #20 on: January 18, 2011, 09:46:19 PM »
State of mind

As I stand on the tall green hill, and look up into the blue sky.
I start to walk down and..sigh.

Its nice and peaceful here, quiet. All to me.
This is how my mind needs to be.

As I continue to walk, with the wind flowing through my hair.
Free as can be..without a care.

As I walk, I close my eyes, and begin to  smile.
Knowing I'll be in this state of mind, for awhile.

As birds fly overhead, in the shape of a V.
I sit up against the old Oak tree.

I look up at all the scattered white clouds.
And carefully listen to all of the peaceful sounds.

The birds singing, the wind whispering its quiet melody across the tree's leaves.
Taking in these sounds..as my stressful head relieves.

As I toss some rocks into the crystal clear pond,
my inner thoughts begin to bond.

As I lay back now, relaxed. Basking in the warm sunshine,
Knowing that no matter what..everything will be fine.

As I lay here in the soft grass, beginning to unwind.
Thinking to myself..I like this state of mind.


Written by Taylor Brown
1/18/11
11:32pm
« Last Edit: January 18, 2011, 09:49:07 PM by WingZero0079 »


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« Reply #21 on: February 09, 2011, 12:44:39 AM »
Tormented Life

As I sit here in the dark...letting my mind string along...alone
Sitting here living in my twisted tainted life..which no one has really known.

I want to be seen...I want to be heard.
But that won't happen as long as I remain a blur.

Falling gently through space...time means nothing.
Is anyone going to help me?..is anyone coming?

As life puts its deep scars in me...cutting.
I make my way through..struggling.

Why can't I be like you, or her..or him?
As everything in my head goes dim.

As I'm sitting here slowly dying inside these walls.
With no voices heard...no calls.

It hurts...wounds so sore.
I don't want to carry on, as I curl up on the floor.

And now, as I stare blankly at the knife.
I just want to end this tormented life..

Written by: Taylor Brown
2/9/11
2:41am.


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« Reply #22 on: April 12, 2011, 11:33:05 PM »
A break from the world

As I lay back and slowly begin to close my eyes,
My soul releases, and reaches for the skies.

Leaving this world, wondering if anyone cared.
Oh well, here we go. I'm not scared.

Floating through space, looking at the glistening stars.
And in the distance in the faint red planet of mars.

As I float on more out.
My heart then begins to fill with doubt.

Something is troubling my head.
..all the horrible thoughts I dread.

As my float starts to turn into a dreadful fall..
The only thing on my mind is “This will be a close call”.

Falling faster and faster now to the ground,
Wind rushes by my ears making a harsh whistling sound.

As my body makes an impact upon the dry land,
I'm in so much pain...none which my body can withstand.

As I lay broken, beaten and shattered.
My insides are pretty much battered...

So now I just look up, and gaze at the stars..
..and think to myself “How can you destroy what was ours?”..

And now as I lay on the realms of this fantasy land.
I know I need someone...to help me stand...

Written by: Taylor Brown
4/13/11
1:30A.M.


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« Reply #23 on: April 18, 2011, 11:32:08 PM »
I know...

I know what its like to be in pain,
as my tortured blood flows from my vain.

I know what its like to be lost in the dark..with no hope..or a future.
Its always rough, jagged, never smoother.

I know what its like to have happiness stolen.
Leaving me to die, heart shattered, completely broken.

I know from life, that not everything is fair.
That sometimes no one will answer, not even a prayer.

I know what its like to wear the chains of despair.
With the scars of false truths, the ones I bare.

I know what its like to wear the mask.
As It projects a false image, that's it's task.

I know what its like to go to hell and back.
Pushing my way back to breathe, not to slack.

I know what its like to have your precious world corrupted...
Its like every happy thought...interrupted.

 I know what its like to be alone...for the darkness to come, and swallow you whole.
A place where you lose your mind...and self-control.

And now you see why I detach myself...and let go..
..its all because, yes. I know.

Written by: Taylor Brown
2/19/11
1:25am.


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« Reply #24 on: June 24, 2011, 11:39:48 PM »
The Pain

As all the tears dry up on my face,
their trails slowly disappear..without a trace.

I'm starting to drown, in this huge, vast see.
And now as I slowly slip away..one..two...three.

Just push the pain right through my chest.
I'll try to breathe, I'll do my best.

With black roses of darkness sitting right beside me,
wishing I could fill my life, oh how great that would be..

With hate in my veins and my blood turning cold,
letting my rage split, as its not controlled.

Sitting here, and seriously wondering to myself, “why”,
wondering....why do I still try..

Even though I go on and live with this pain,
I'll make sure my life doesn't go down in vain.

Written by: Taylor Brown
6/25/11
1:35am.


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« Reply #25 on: June 26, 2011, 10:35:32 PM »
I just want..

I just want some one to hold my heart,
and not have to worry about it falling apart..

I just want someone that will hold me dear,
and always tell me that I have nothing to fear.

I just want to forget about all of the bad stuff,
as I find it has all been way tough.

I just want to be able to relax, and let myself be free.
This is my only plea.

I just want all the shattered pieces put back together.
But that might be a little hard..due to tear and whether.

I just want someone who will listen,
and when I look at them, their eyes glisten.

I just want someone who will be there
Someone that will have time to spare.

I just want someone to break all my tears.
Banish all my fears.

I just want someone to be there for me,
that would mean so much..I hope you'll see.

Written by: Taylor Brown.
6/27/11
12:30am.


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« Reply #26 on: August 01, 2011, 11:15:28 PM »
One Day

One day, we will meet face to face.
At some day at a random time, and space.

One day, we will sit side by side,
Somethings wrong, I can tell. Cause you've cried.

One day, you will want to just tell me everything.
Not very many happy stories, the ones you didn't want to bring.

One day, we will look into each others eyes,
As the sun sets on the crystal clear skies.

One day, we will get as close as we've ever known.
As we watch how much our relationship has grown.

One day, we will lie against the earth.
And find out how much this was all worth.

One day, we will be as happy as we can even be.
Finding ourselves, well..pretty much worry free.

One day, will look back on all of this.
And find how everything was so bliss.

One day, you and I..
One day, we will die

One day, we will be separated apart..
One day, when he decides to take me.. then we can restart.

Written by: Taylor Brown
7/2/11
1:12Am.


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« Reply #27 on: December 16, 2011, 12:01:04 AM »
I can't find her.

All through my years, I've been looking far and wide,
Shattered heart, broken spirit, even cried.

I just think to myself, “Where can she be?”.
The one to my heart, the one that has the key.

Shes out there, shes probably looking for me,
and I know, one day.. out paths will thee.

And when I have her in my arms, oh what joy.
I'm pretty sure I'll be the happiest boy.

But first, I must find where she is hiding.
I want to find her, so my anxiousness can start subsiding.

She's probably calling my name, but I can't hear.
I have to find her.. so she won't disappear..

I wonder what she looks like, or how she'll act.
She'll probably smile, I know that for a fact.

But there's one reason my stomach is still in a stir..
It's because.. I can't find her.

Written by: Taylor Brown
12/16/11
1:58am.
« Last Edit: December 18, 2011, 12:27:13 AM by WingZero0079 »


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« Reply #28 on: February 28, 2012, 01:19:45 AM »
Misty Days And Shining Stars

As I look out the window, and watch it begin to rain,
Empty thoughts, lazy days, are In my brain

The droplets pound against the cold glass.
Falling down the tall green blades of grass.

I look down and watch the cat roll around on the floor.
As the clock begins to chime half past four.

The rain is stopping, and the sun is coming out.
It's going to be a clear night, there's no doubt.

The sun sets, and the stars light up the mystical sky.
Shooting stars come out, by and by.

Looking around, hair flowing in the soft breeze.
Listening to the slight whisper of all the trees.

The moon comes out and puts on quite a display.
Watching the stars dance around, almost as if they're in a ballet.

What a way to get through the night.
To see everything so beautiful, and bright.

What more could we ask for, in this world of ours.
Then misty days and shining stars.

Written by: Taylor Brown
2/28/12
3:12am.


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« Reply #29 on: May 18, 2012, 11:33:05 PM »
The World That Never Was

In a world that shows you who you are, a side you've never known.
It's almost kind of like a similar clone.

A world consumed by darkness, and shined by light.
A castle built of white.

In a world where darkness and light collide.
A world where nobodys hearts once died.

A world controlled by power.
A world where the heartless cower.

A world held by an organization.
A world of strange creation.

A world where the moon of hearts sits high.
Shining bright in the twisted sky.

A world that is destined for somes fate.
When heartless rise, nobodys create.

Conflicts arise, like dark and light always does.
In the twisted world that never was.

Written by: Taylor Brown
5/19/12
1:32am.


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